Step 1

Ok, so I was going to tell this to a good friend of mine but due to both of using Cricket (*evil rays to Cricket towers*), there was a series of missed calls, accidental voicemails and hang ups so I couldn't get through to her. However, I really have to get this off of my chest and since I can't tell her, I'll tell the world and hopefully somewhere, somebody will read this and be able to take something from it. Here goes...

When you have that gut feeling to do something, do it. When you always ALMOST do something, the thing thats holding you back is most of the time the devil presenting himself in the form of fear. Before I get onto my soapbox, let me tell you that I am not a religious zelic. I don't even go to church regulary but I do have a close relationship with my God. I do know that Him and his love for me and my son has helped me accomplish the things I have in the past year and right now I don't want you to miss out on the this. With each day I feel a new sense of life, a new chance to grow and learn new things. Each day I feel more and more blessed as blessings fall unto me uncontrollably. I feel and I am a different person inside and I can't wait to see what he has in store for me. 

With that being said, I never would have experienced this feeling or know what this new life would be like if I had let fear of moving on and stepping out stop me. Whenever you are about to make a big move BUT or you were going to do this UNTIL don't let those things stop you. Whatever the obstacle is, know that it isn't permanent. These things are to be considered a test on two levels. A test from God to see how bad you want whatever is on the other side and an attempt from the Devil to deter you from your path. Sometimes, you have to take that step. Take that step and pray for God to guide your footsteps and take you down the right path in accordance to His will. Or better yet, just step out on faith. Just go and KNOW that everything is going to be ok. I don't want to sound like Nike commercial but Just Do It! I'll be praying for you.